i wonder...
12/21/2007 12:42:00 AM Friday, December 21, 2007

i am seriously wondering whether i am up to standard or not... i feel that even after i am back from my atc at ubin... i feel that i jus went through motion when i was there and nth went into my head and in another few hours time i will be going for my passing out parade training and will be passing out this sat...

i am seriously thinking that i am not up to the standard to continue on and lead the unit again...mayb the other person might be better den me...

Cry... wadever my senior told me i think have gone to waste ... i am regretting going for this course and wasting my time there...