A sudden surge of sadness just filled me. I just felt like crying now. Why? I told myself not to think about it anymore but i cannot bring myself to do it. This is seriously causing me to lose concentration with school work and lesson. Who can i talk to? Who will be by my side and offer me their shoulder when i cry? Who will be there to comfort me?
I am trying very hard not to act on impulse. I don noe how long i can control before i will ring him up and just tell him the truth.
Ok...As for now it shall be like that i am seriously going to study for laters comm skill test liao...
I spent too much time idling around doing nth and i am going to go back to my old self and challenge myself further inorder to see how far i can go...
