Feelings ...Don noe y...
Suddenly, i also don noe why... I jus have a sour feeling in me when i watch the hong kong serial show... Jus hoping for someone to be there for me to hug on ... Did not understand why my feelings is ... I also don noe who i was thinking about at that point of time... Is jus the emptiness in me that caused me to feel this way... needing someone to be there to fill up the space... But is it really possible?
Haiz... shall not think so much for now ... need to get some slp... for the past few days i have been slping at nearing morning ... this is seriously not good for my health for sure... but wad can i do ... some times is seriously cannot get to slp...
Nvm... was jus starting to think if wad dan did was rite... thinking about the near future... is it really so hard to get my the other half... thinking to get married and settle down b4 30 is it possible?
tired to think about all this ... sometimes is jus getting sick and tired of life around me... for the past few days, i have been going out with frens for badminton, talk cock, basketball, mahjong and nth else... All the times with them were filled with lots of fun... don noe if this can still carry on for long... thinking about the future... mayb we will get futher and futher... Who noes.... But this make me start thinking that things does not go ur way... It always has its course to take... but can i do anything bout it?
TO WAD I NOE IS THAT I CAN NV DO ANYTHING TO IT ...Is it really so difficult to be together with ur frens forever? IS IT REALLY 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。Is this how life really going to turn out? Thinking of this really makes me feel sad... For a person like me who is trying to treasure every frenship that i come across but most of it does not seem rite... Something has to go wrong somehow or rather...
Nvm shall not think and further and see wad i can do 兵来将挡，水来土掩。I think this is the tactic that i am going to use for now and see wad i can improve on and do something better...
FUN...FUN...FUN...
Ok... jus b4 i say wad is the fun thing today... Let me talk about ytd...
Ytd after working with my uncle then i went out to Shaw Lido to watch Wall-E...It is a very nice show... After which i was on my way home with my bro when somebody jus msged a hi... I did not noe who is was so i replied and ask who izzit... my bro and i was still thinking someone would have jus replied...Sry i msged the wrong person but ended up was a customer of mine whom i served and bought a laptop... so ended up that person wanted me to inform him if there is a drop of the price for one of the model but ended i was jus a part timer so i am no longer working with that company... so ended up i jus told him that... den we end up chatting... but was practically like idiot....
So after that wanted to do my uniform for promotion test today but ended up i was helping my bro do spread sheet... so i was too tired and i did nth about my uniform and other stuff den i slpt ... den this morning i could not wake up for the promotion test and i carried on slping...Den in the afternoon i went to yh hse and played dai di and mahjong with the group of ppl there who includes daryl, thong thai, xue jun, sim ying, guo quan, yh, yang qing, beng fong, meng hui,and also me myself... was so fun den guo quan went back home to take basketball and we played basketball from 5.30-8... den we went back to yh hse and have dinner which was cooked by yh mum where dan join us at yh hse...den after dinner, yang qing msged and ask if we were going to have another round of basketball game ... so ended up we decided to have one but guo quan left and yang qing came to join us... after a while more meng hui and sim ying left so we were left we 8 of us... so we played without the lights at the basketball court cos it was after 10... den we played until yh ask wad time was yang qing and beng fong's last bus and we found out that it was 1155... so ended up we decided to leave and go to 7-11 to buy drink while yang qing and beng fong took a cab home... den me, daryl, dandan, xuejun and thong thai walk back home...
The whole game was as usual humorous and full of laughter... More of this is going to happen for sure but all their promos are coming and after that will be the poly ppl's common test 2... so lets pray for all of us and may all of us score well for everything...
for now... i shall go and bath cos jus came back home from basketball...
Adious
