Feelings ...Don noe y...
Suddenly, i also don noe why... I jus have a sour feeling in me when i watch the hong kong serial show... Jus hoping for someone to be there for me to hug on ... Did not understand why my feelings is ... I also don noe who i was thinking about at that point of time... Is jus the emptiness in me that caused me to feel this way... needing someone to be there to fill up the space... But is it really possible?
Haiz... shall not think so much for now ... need to get some slp... for the past few days i have been slping at nearing morning ... this is seriously not good for my health for sure... but wad can i do ... some times is seriously cannot get to slp...
Nvm... was jus starting to think if wad dan did was rite... thinking about the near future... is it really so hard to get my the other half... thinking to get married and settle down b4 30 is it possible?
tired to think about all this ... sometimes is jus getting sick and tired of life around me... for the past few days, i have been going out with frens for badminton, talk cock, basketball, mahjong and nth else... All the times with them were filled with lots of fun... don noe if this can still carry on for long... thinking about the future... mayb we will get futher and futher... Who noes.... But this make me start thinking that things does not go ur way... It always has its course to take... but can i do anything bout it?
TO WAD I NOE IS THAT I CAN NV DO ANYTHING TO IT ...Is it really so difficult to be together with ur frens forever? IS IT REALLY 不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。Is this how life really going to turn out? Thinking of this really makes me feel sad... For a person like me who is trying to treasure every frenship that i come across but most of it does not seem rite... Something has to go wrong somehow or rather...
Nvm shall not think and further and see wad i can do 兵来将挡，水来土掩。I think this is the tactic that i am going to use for now and see wad i can improve on and do something better...
