So for the past few days, my mum was planning on her trip to taiwan and hk and also macau... den we were sitting in Xin Wang after our dinner den they discussed abt where to go and stuff like that while i was sitting there reading my story book...
But as i read the story book, my heart got a sudden feeling. EMPTINESS, don noe why it mus always come back some time or another...
thinking of him again but knowing that he does not know abt it so is kind of sad at the same time jus like how the story goes... haiz... all this time trying to forget as well... all the time had been like that... nv thought too much abt it... sometimes i don think i am asking too much, jus needed someone to be there to lean on when i felt like crying and stuff like that.. but haiz... it will nv happen... nvm shall not drag on it any further and shall not let myself think too much too... No hope no chance... shall go and walk walk and try to forget abt it tmr i guess...
Like wad i told my fren earlier on... walking is a good time for ourselves to think and also to calm ourselves down for me i guess is also a time for me to forget... Not wanting to think that my tears almost came out that day when i was taking a bus to semb sec for training but luckily i held it back if not i guess i will report with a gold fish eyes i guess...
HAIZ... shall wait till fate comes and bestow me with my mr right i guess...
