"What if I'm not the superhero?
What if I'm the bad guy?"

When you can live forever, what do you live for?

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It seems like at every min there are ppl hu are regreting wadever they are doing...

But wadever done is done and there is no turning back... My advice would be to learn from mistakes and not let it happen... Asking somebody to hit u to wake u up is not an alternative. If it were to work it would have work long time ago...

To FL: Is not that I don want to be bothered. But wadever happen has happened... I don noe if i am a good fren, but i think i shld not be guiding u in every step u take. I feel that it is really time for u to learn to make ur own decision. YQ have once asked me how come i suddenly became so cold towards u but wad i told him was I wanted u to learn on ur own. not to rely on us to make ur decision and stuff like that. even if u were to make a mistake does not matter, learn from it we will be there to help u. Nv regret in wadever u do... Is not the process that matters is the result that matters the most. If for the past mayb i would have screamed at u for wadever u have done today but for now I have seen too many of such stuffs and have gotten over it.Scolding or hitting u does not solve the problem.The thing is if u love urself ppl will love u for hu u are.
So do not be bothered about wadever have been done or said today. Jus let it pass. I noe forgetting is difficult but try.
Let today be a history and let tmr be a new start. No point dwelling on it.

Last note, anything can jus come to me i am always there for u when u need it. if u think i may not be of help is ok but jus rmb my phone is on 24/7 call me anytime.

So jus now went to FL hse to help her with her no. 1 and stuff... den after that was thinking of wad to wear for tmr den she was like she wanted me to wear skirt so she went to look for her largest skirt...

Ended up i became a barbie doll and den was being dressed up and stuff... she and her sis mixed and matched shirt to suit me... was like funny la... it has been so long since i last became a barbie and being dressed up by other ppl... so ended up left her place at bout 12 plus to get home...

shall end of here...lazy to type liao...

buaiz

So the guai me went to sch to study with belle and py today... Did some studying on ABC... Had lunch in the middle of studying den fell aslp for bout half an hour den carried on studying...den bout 4 plus 5 came back to yishun to have dessert at Blk 928 with Francis and Ping Ying...hehe... den walk back home...

Went to Ahma hse to eat den now lying on the bed with my eyes half closed...Shall jus catch some slp first...

Au revoir :)

你总爱编织谎言 我负责配合表演
nĭ zŏng ài biān zhī huăng yán wŏ fù zé pèi hé biăo yăn
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
suŏ yŏu găi biàn zhī wéi le jìn rù nĭ de shì jiè
这情节 重复了一百遍
zhè qíng jié zhòng fù le yī băi biàn
才发现 是你的心太野
cái fă xiàn shì nĭ de xīn tài yĕ
你划定楚河汉界 我不能轻易犯规
nĭ huá dìng chŭ hé hàn jiè wŏ bù néng qīng yì fàn guī
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
suŏ yŏu shí jiàn dōu shì xiān gĕi le nĭ yóu xiān quán
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
bù zì jué ài dào bù găn mào xiăn
成了你的傀儡一年两年
chéng le nĭ de kuĭ lĕi yī nián liăng nián
才看见我有多狼狈
cái kàn jiàn wŏ yŏu duō láng bèi

爱到妥协 到头来还是无解
ài dào tuŏ xié dào tóu lái huán shì wú jiĕ
绑着你 不让你飞
băng zhăo nĭ bù ràng nĭ fēi
历史不断重演 我好累
lì shĭ bù duàn zhòng yăn wŏ hăo lèi
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重写
ài dào tuŏ xié yĕ wú fă jiāng gù shì zài zhòng xiĕ
你已下最后通牒
nĭ yĭ xià zuì hòu tōng dié
我躲在我的世界
wŏ duŏ zài wŏ de shì jiè
你只是害怕一个人睡
nĭ zhī shì hài pà yī gè rén shuì
我不想再为你掉泪
wŏ bù xiăng zài wéi nĭ diào lèi
我了解 不会变 不再徘徊
wŏ le jiĕ bù huì biàn bù zài pái huái
开始自己的明天
kāi shĭ zì jĭ de míng tiān

For the past few days have been stucked at home due to the renovation of the toilet... but was like nv do anything fruitful at home at all... nv do report, nv study for common test... only chat on msn... wad was i even thinking... trying to kill myself in common test??? omg that cannot be man...

Cannot let this happen... should really get the engine going and study liao... since have time...

Haiz... Sian... Really like sian la... don noe why suddenly felt a tinge of sadness but don noe where it came from... tmr morning have AAR meeting but now i am still online ...omg... i should get my ass on bed already...

Should not be so stubborn jus in case cannot wake up in the morning sia...

Signing off ya... Buaiz and nitez to all

So how was the light bulb??? Bright enough??? How many watt was it???

I guess he is not the energy saving light bulb...It is the brightest of all ya... Hahahaha... To those who don noe wad i am saying rite now is ok... hahahha... Only those sitting at the lunch table will noe wad i was talking about... and it was real funny hehheehehhe...

Signing off...

我本应该写些什么的但是写到一半我又不知该怎样继续写下去。

当我在写这一篇时我突然有一种不知从何而来的感觉。我突然有一份很失落的感觉。有一种很像哭得感觉。

不知为什么会这样。

真的感到很失落无阻。谁能来帮帮我？？？

jus finish the hbd test like less than an hour ago and now i am like sitting in ltr2 listening to ms tai having her lecture...

The hbd test seem ok la... Met with quite a few qns that i totally have no idea wad the answer was but on the whole shld be able to pass...

Seems like my whole night of reading the note have not gone to waste... But the after effect is...SLEEPINESS so now is like totally tired but did not want to slp during lecture although i am not listening at all...shall carry on with my day dreaming in lect for now... Buaiz...