Come to think of it...Seems like i have change quite alot compare to last time... But i don noe if its good or bad...
Seems like i don have the motivation as wad some can say... Last time use to chiong the stuff in wadever i do but now seems like most of the time i choose not to care... I also don noe if it is because of this that i don have the fire in me...
I have really bad temper... Don believe i think anybody can jus go and ask fiona or even chi peng i think they have really seen all those kind of bullshit from me. My temper come real fast and its real bad. I think anyone hu first sees it will jus get as far away from me as possible...But i don noe if i am still like that but it seems to me that my temper had gone down.
But i guess is also because the fire within is no longer there i no longer do things the way i use to ...i also don noe how to describe but i guess is kind of dissapointing but after my bloody paper tmr i shall look into it and see wad i can change abt... Haiz...
Shall jus end here and get back to study for the last paper ...
