1 week have passed...
Seems like 1 week have passed so so fast... my last post was done last week during bioinformatics and now here i am sitting in the library waiting for bioinformatics lesson...
Haiz... Feeling kind of sian actually... Haiz... Have been feeling this way since last night... Till this morning...
I thought after a night's slp i will feel better, but does not seem to work this time...
Not a very nice night last night... everything said jus seem to be wrong and all... Really felt very lost... don noe wad to say... don noe wad to do... I mean after hearing darling's moody voice makes me moody too... But i don noe whether is it something i said or done that have caused darling to be so moody also... Darling said was due to the rain... But it jus makes me wonder whether is it really the rain...
This morning woke up don noe why still feel so sian... I jus don felt like talking... Jus no mood to do so...
Jus felt like sitting at one corner alone blast the music ... it will be better if it were to rain,the heavier the rain the better it is... Jus felt like getting soaked...
I really don noe wad i want, wad i am thinking...
I don noe wad darling want and wad he is thinking...
Thinking that not knowing wad darling want and wad he is thinking is bad enough... The worse thing is i don even noe wad i am thinking and wad i want after living for 18 yrs jus seem damn jialat...
I think there is something that I need to change man... my pathetic face... I jus gives ppl the black face whenever i don feel like doing anything or don feel like talking... I think they might jus get pissed off by it... haiz... see already also sian rite... shall see wad i can do to my face bah...
Haiz... Mayb shall get a starbucks coffee on my way back home if I don feel lazy to do so bah... Shall not think too much bah...
Buaiz
