I don know if letting you go is the right choice to make for you to go and find back the feeling between us. Cos I am not sure if you might just let go and move on from here or will you keep trying to find back the feeling between us.
I just really wish that its a cooling off period for both of us and you will keep trying to find back the feeling between us where it started off on the 13 August 2009???
As of today, 09 April 2011, it might be really marking the end to it or it might be just a tentative end I am not sure. Its only for you to tell me.
It was almost 20mths together but we cannot have the chance to reach it together. I have actually made plans to it but I doubt we can spend it together. For the past 1 year odd, it have been a nice time together sharing many ups and downs but I doubt we can do it anymore.
Trying to let you go is the toughest decision I have made so far. I don know if I have made the wrong decision due to impulse because I just want you to be happy and put back the smile back on your face. Cos I know that you have been unhappy for quite some time and that is not what I want to see from you. I just want to see the old happy boy again even if we cannot get back together.
So for now I hope which is tentative that we are going on individual path to move towards the same ending... No matter how long it takes maybe we will have a merging point again.
Anyways, shall just end here for now. Goodnights.
P.S. I just hope we are not going to be like parallel lines.
Signing off,
Carin
