Its the second day from it... Not really getting use to it... Been checking my phone quite often although I know that there is not going to be anything... Feeling rather odd...
Going to the places that we have been to upteem times and now that I know that this time round its all without you just feels rather sad. Walking the streets that we always walked, going to the movies like we use to but this time round is all without you. Trying to let go cause I am not sure if you are looking for it... But its never easy, when you are already part of my life.
But I hope you will either find it back or just let me know that you have moved on.
Everything has just lost its direction to travel to. Shall hope that the compass will be back soon to guide my way back to the right track that it should take bah. Although have been crying quite abit but I am going to just try my best to stay strong. I just need time to get back to who I use to be... Although it will be back to that empty heart but at least I am still going to be the same old strong girl.
Goodnight to all and especially to you!!! Jia you!!!
P.S. Waiting for the compass to be back to give me the direction to where I am suppose to go.
Signing off,
Carin
