Is there anything that i could do to stop thinking about you??? Its not that I don want to think about you but its just that I am not even sure that you will be coming back and I don want to keep holding on and finally one day you tell me you have moved on. That will be very hard on me. I have so much questions to ask you about and so many thoughts in mind but I dare not ask you any of it cos I am no longer the one that you are looking for or hugging to sleep at night.
I just want to know if it is really totally no feeling for me already or there are still parts of it missing me???
I just want to know if you are doing fine without me bugging you???
Most importantly I just want to know if you miss me at all cos I am missing you like crazy???
There are many many more questions... But it is all going unanswered... I don even know if you will be reading this but at least this is the only place where I can write all this now....
Is this really how life should be from now on???
P.S. The spaces between my fingers are only meant for you to fit in and warm it up... But its getting all cold and empty now...
Signing off,
Carin
