Got it all straighten out. You are going to move on. Seems like our situation can never be changed. I have also see where it is coming from already. We shall just be very good friends from now on. Tmr actually marks our 20 month together but its just too bad that we can never reach it. I shall let nature take its course for me to let go and move on.
It took me 3 years to let go of a crush and it was never easy. Now I have to let go of you who is already part of my life. Its going to be sad but I am going to be happy that you were once part of my life and made it happy before. I am now going to walk the rest of the time alone and I will like for both of us to be happy from now on and so that we still be very good friends and go out and hang out together.
I love you dear and this is the last time I am going to say this.
I LOVE YOU FRANCIS POO HE LONG. GOODBYE AND THANKS FOR BEING MY BOYFRIEND FOR 19MONTHS. I ENJOYED OUR TIME TOGETHER BUT TOO BAD THAT WE CANNOT WALK THE REST OF THE ROAD TOGETHER BUT I BELIEVE YOU WILL ENJOY YOUR TIME TILL YOU FIND ANOTHER BETTER GIRL TO LOVE YOU!!!
So now I am officially single again. Back to the empty heart that I use to have. I will carry on with my life and enjoy my time as well.
P.S. Letting go is not an easy task to do. Going to just take my time.
Signing off,
Carin
