"What if I'm not the superhero?
What if I'm the bad guy?"

When you can live forever, what do you live for?

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Had so much to do... So much project to accomplish, so much tutorial to do, so much assignment to spend my entire night awake trying to finish it...

Jus now went out with my ususal clique. Had alot of laughs and everything... but end up jus 1 call ruin everything... Ms Lee called to ask if I wanted to go for a concert at Clarke Quay... So asked mummy... ended up she start nagging and scold say i always give excuse that i have alot of homework and exams so nv help in the household chores...

Have she ever seen how much deadline i have to meet... how much homework and projects that needs to be done... i seriously don noe... haiz... after so many days of hardwork, finally want to rest den got scolding... really tired...

Have been thinking for quite some time already... Whether to make the choice or not... Have been holding back for quite some time liao... But I guess I will regret after that if i really decide to do so... I really don noe wad I am thinking... Hope things are going to change for the better... I am jus too saddened by the situation sometimes... Don like to think about negative stuff but always things jus smack me hard in the face making me to face it...

Seeing my Darling's moody face...
Seeing my Darling's pissed off face...
Tried to pacify him but it will always end up the same... not that i don want to try to make my darling happy... sometimes after trying so many times and yet is still the same... maybe i am jus too lousy... or maybe i jus tried too hard...

I guess I am just not good enough... I seriously think so... I am really lost in wad to do next... I hope its still a long way to change wadever needs to be changed to make it a much smoother path... Don wish to make the wrong choice and regret...

I really really love you!!!
I really really love Dale!!!
I really really love my Darling!!!
I really really love Francis Poo He Long!!!

I will not give up so easily... Perserverance is the word...
Hope that word shall occupy my entire diary...

Bye

i was wondering if i am too naggy or irritating...
Mayb bah... I also don noe... Haiz... Don noe lah...
I don noe... Mayb i am thinking too much... I guess might be because i worry too much thats y i became more naggy or irritating... Haiz...
Haiz... My mind is in a mess... Actually i also don noe wad i am thinking...
Haiz...

I really don noe wad i want...

Wait... I know that there is something that i definitely know...
I want to spend more time with my Darling... Is not that I am not spending enough time or Darling has no time for me... Is jus that whenever I want to talk to Darling, time does not permit like for example recently have tonnes of things to do. By the time I can talk to Darling it will already be late, talk awhile then will have to go to bed. Now that I have the time, I just want to talk to darling awhile longer then Darling want to chase me to do my project. If not then when I want to talk then Darling is tired.

Sometimes when I am too stress out, too tired, I just want to take a break, just talk to Darling. I just need a shoulder to rest on. Just need to find some comfort. Mayb Darling don get my point bah... I just need to talk to people... But... I really don noe... Maybe Darling don understand me well enough bah... I don noe... It takes time for people to get to know each other... Shall wait bah... I really hope so... Haiz...

Bye bye...